5 weeks to Doomsday!

Just a very random night,

I decided to reopen my memory box.

The restless moments sets in as finals is just around the corner.

My main concern is just not passing the exams as it usually was,

but getting myself into society labelled as a doctor?

Am I ready for that shit? LOL

For now,strive hard for beach side getaways,shopping getaways,parties and what not :D

P/s: I love reading em books with some coffee breeze :)

Third year MBBS

It's been awhile,

I gave up blogging haha

Too many things kept my mind and myself so busy.

About the end of third year,

I must write this part of my life down.

August third

I expected joy,

although there were uncertainties along the way.

I believed in myself.

Because only I know how hard I worked for it.

I know it isn't the hardest I've worked for myself.

But luckily what I've done so far was enough to let me end third year with grace.

I did not realize third year was so difficult for me to handle,

until the past few weeks.

Times was tough,

I was thinking of the worst things that could happen.

I constantly reminded myself,I will not give up on myself

and my dear parents.

I was mentally tested,on the third day of exam.

How could I ever overslept?

Thanks to some of my batch mates,my heroes :') 

I made it to the exam hall just in time,with tears all over,

I know there is no time to spare for any emotional breakdowns,

Thanks to those who comforted me,and gave me a pat on my shoulder.

I somehow forced myself so hard to calm down and face my exam.

This is when I realized,how strong I have become.

My heart really needs to be extra strong,to go through all of this.

Along the way,I have support from everywhere.

Thanks to the one person,that is always by my side,my dear beloved.

I know I contained myself a lot

because sometimes I just loose hope in people surrounding me.

I know,this course is a tough society,

Unlike other courses,where you always have time for each other.

Everyone have this feeling and its undeniable.Sad but undeniable.

A competent society is so and I must learn to accept things,after three years.

Well that's life.

Nevertheless, I enjoyed third year I can say.

And now I'm moving on to another phase

Fourth Year Medical Student

I have my role model,my sister.

I'm so proud of her,and she never realizes,

I'm always the one following her footsteps.

We two will make mummy and daddy proud. I have faith :)

This is getting very lengthy and kinda formal HAHA

This part of my life,can never be forgotten.

And I will move on,

becoming a better person and a better student.

Because I can now feel the responsibilities,

that is soon mine.

Oncall 36 hours.

Yup yup that's the hit HK drama recently

and it ended few days ago :(

I learnt a lot from this series

It's so close to our life

I realized this is my future step that i will be taking soon

Prepared? Now i'm not 

But I will and must eventually #Ihavefaith

My second medicine posting:

The outings and group photo's with the docs

Dr LP Tan and Dr Jasmin

two lovely doctors

Thanks for the guidance all through :)

Me kinda lenggang lenggok for the posting this time

#lazyass

I will change into a hardworking ass soon ;)

CRP community residency programme is starting tomorrow

and I will be heading to Kota Tinggi in a weeks time

This break kinda thingy is good

although I've been in hol mood for so long lol

 But I know

after this no more lazyass-ing

no more fooling around

It's back to business! 

Two years.

It's been two years.

We've grown alot.

Two painful years.Did I say painful? HAHA

Looking back at our memories

There's too much indeed

We survived it all along

holding hands together <3

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White Valentines

and our 2 year milestone

Its a special day indeed for us

Simple dinner together 

and Desserts@Tutti Frutti

 It was our first try!

Damn it was good

the price as well ;)

A special card made for him

I was collecting the movie tix we had seen together

and compiled them as a card <3

I realized we've been giving TGV and GSC alot of business lol ;)

The Dinner celebration @sushi zanmai 160312

 Sushi love <3

But the sushi's kinda disappoint us that day

Gardens branch is more preferable I guess

 This me LOVE!

Always loved waffle ice creams

and there are good ones at Shojikiya 

The favourite piece from emceecouture

Modified it with putting a cute ribbon

Wanted to put the ribbon on my hair.but.too.dumb. HAHA

First try JCool

 Yogurt was nice but so so compared to tutti frutti :)

 Matching red <3

 Its now time to go through our 3rd year together

I know we will

I LOVE YOU <3

我们的故事真难忘

Our first ever trip together.

After my EOP

Post V day threesome Genting trip!

Finally since last year talking about it!

We are now officially at Genting *wink*

 My dear

this was while waiting for her wedges to be glued at Vincci's HAHA

 While waiting and waiting

Finally jenny bought a new pair! HAA

 Friends don't do dumb things.....Alone <3

I insisted jenny to upload this because my legs looked kinda slim from this angle HOHO

Genting trip

We were all so busy in the casino

Luck was in the beginning

I just didn't know when to stop

and in the end I bought a very expensive lesson :(

Lesson learnt,never will do it again!

I paid the price and need to cut down on my future expenditures :(

Nevertheless

This trip was amazing 

because we had the chance to spend time together,

gamble together,loose money together LOL

I'll treasure this friendship forever <3

Love is in the air.

 Valentine's dinner date at Dragon-i <3

A very simple celebration this time

we were all crazy preparing for exams

Mine was done on v day but dear still had exams

So it was a mini Valentines celeb

with my love <3

Exam and Post exam look :TIRED!!

 Love my hairstyle that i randomly did ;)

made me look all matured HEHE

 He makan terlalu banyak LOL

 Dress credit to my sis

curi-ed from her HEHE

Food was nice,and pricey as well HEEE

I will definitely go back for their xiao long bao

Just love it!

Sweet Valentines <3

I love you now and always <3

The mighty dragon year.

A lil bit too free today,

so its time for some updates!

Seriously don't know where to start,

too many amazing stuffs had been going on ;)

Let the pictures tell!

supposedly foursome birthday celebration,miss vincy MIA

 2007 batch,grown up and still together <3

 CNY Day 1: visiting

 and gambling as well,i had some luck *wink*

 Love my red off shoulder flare dress! just din get enough time to doll up properly :(

CNY Day 3 : visiting teacher's house :)

 and the guys shouted HUG HUG when it was my time to take a shot -.-

this means war GRRR

 you can see,our dear teacher pn Lam

pattern liao liao LOL

CNY Day 4 : Dinner HUATT ARRR

 Times passed so fast,can't believe that we are 22 already T.T

But this friendship never dies <3

I'm treasuring it,always <3

All the best to my hometown besties,with love <3

CNY Day 5 &6 : Spending time with family

and sending my lil cousin and my aunt to the train station :(

 Had fun with all these kiddies!

 My dearest grandma <3

never learn to look at the camera HAHA

CNY day 6 night : Wedding dinner at royale bintang

 Finally got to wear my long cheongsam <3

awwww I LOVE IT!

 My sis punya cheongsam rocks as well!

 I love this piece! Got it from Penang for a very good price ;)

 My dearest dada

Picked out this red polo for him,he looks good in it ;)

CNY day 7 : leaveing home :(

and meeting my love,my dear <3

 A lil movie and dinner date with dear

I missed him alot alot :')

 Chatime love <3

CNY day 9 : Dong chan temple visiting :)

Dinner with batchmates :)

 The forever three alone HAHA!

 Made some wishes

Exam is soon coming ;)

Golden words for mua ;)

CNY Day 13 : My sis punya birthday :D

 Thanks for coming along dear <3

 Happy 23rd sis!

 We go abit loco sometimes HEHE

Chap Goh Mei Day : Outing with my dearest <3

 We had a great time catching up

and had a walk down the good memories we had <3

This precious girl is always on my mind

Love always,jenny dear <3

Chap Goh Mei night : I-city tour

Things was nice at i-city before i got so pissed off at KFC

yes its all on the news,international news

Im just disappointed with you KFC

and you ruined my mood for the rest of the night -.-

CNY 2012

I really spent the days well this time

I just need to spend it more with my family

Always booked by my friends HEEE

Looking forward for a great and blessed year 2012 <3